Friday, September 22, 2006
yos. i just got my new specs. and i found out, IT ISN'T PINK!!! yayes. haha.
but it's like light purple. quite ok la. my fav colour! heehee.
yar. ok, so today, i've decided to REALLY WEALLY study. it's a free day and i am so determined to revise and prepare for eoys. haha. i sound so nerdy. :D
had a good cry
to let it all out
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Tuesday, September 19, 2006
yos. okays. so i'm updating again today. it's gonna be a short one tho.
i went training today.[finally] and...well...it was either an easy training or i was just going really slowly coz it wasn't as tiring as i thought it would be. hahas.
i was like so falling asleep during school today coz day 7s are solid study subjects and i just di-ed. >.< yar. an mrs cha has started teaching the sick subject and it was quite funny coz she started by showing us a cartoon video and stuff. tho quite sick at the same time. hahas. tmr is so going to be a slack day with pe and cs. sighs.
haha.oh yar, during training, melissa and kar yin were like playing and mel was like on kar yin's back and it looked so...WRONG. so totally wrong. eww eww eww. haha.
man, what is his problem? why does he keep looking at me like i'm some kinda god or something. so irritating shit.
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Monday, September 18, 2006
okay. so i haven't been updating much. but while i was living life these few days, one question has been going through my mind. why do i care? i mean, i'm migrating, leaving the country, why am i so obessed with getting good marks and getting by in school?the school in australia doesn't even check your marks to put you in a class. so why do i care?
i've been thinking, and i still haven't come up with an answer. maybe it's coz i'm just kiasu, or maybe i just want to do it coz i'm crazy. or maybe it's coz i've always been like this for exams. throughout my whole life of education, it's always been," you must get good marks....you must get good marks...study study study."
i don't know. i really don't know.
so many people have ask me this question and every single time they do, i am always at a loss for words. not knowing what to say. what to do. should i smile? should i shrug? should i frown and say," i have really no idea what you are talking about?"
i am now in a dilemma. when i get good marks for something, i'll be like...'yay!' but then later say" what's the use, i'm leaving alr. what's the point?" and when i get bad marks i'll be like..."oh shit." then later say," it's okay la, leaving alr what's the big prob?"
maybe it's my parents. they still expect good marks. at least i think they do...i'm not even sure how my parents will react if my marks are bad, or good?
sighs. somebody get me out of this.
p.s we managed to buy a chocalate fondue fountain thingy! yayes!
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Thursday, September 07, 2006
okays. i know that this is reeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeally delayed but steve irwin has died. got stung by a stingray. okays. i nvr really watched his shows but i think he was a really knowledgeable person coz when i watched him, he like....knew alot about the animals and stuff. so yea.
anyways, i finally went training on tuesday and it was really easy training coz there was supposed to be a swimming camp from 4-6 and we came at 5, so we only had 1 hour training. yar. then my sis had to enrol in a swimming class so we just hanged out at the play pool or 50m pool and talked about stuff. haha.
yar. may be going dinner tonight so i gotta study. buhbye people.
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Friday, September 01, 2006
yo. this post is dedicated to a dear friend who has suffered a great loss.
my deepest condolences to you.
know that he is in a happy place now and that
he will not suffer anymore hardships.
do not let this get in the way of your life
live for him
do not make him regret leaving this world
know that your friends will always be there to catch you if you stumble
but in the end, you make the path,
you guide yourself,
you live your life.
GOD BLESS
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